i'm not in a good mood tonight. i feel like i'm dying because i miss him so bad. i miss every single thing that we do before. like people said, sometimes memories can killed us n i can say its damn true. i want to be happy like before..but it doesn't mean i'm not happy now. for sure i'm happy with my family, my friends n i'm glad to have them by my side. but at the same time, i'm still a woman that love to be cared. i miss to have someone who really care about me, asking me what i did, what i feel... and one thing i admit i miss to sms with someone that i loved..hahaha..funny right..?? but this is what i feel.. just for tonight, i don't want to try.. i'm really2 tired keep trying to be strong.. i'm still a human that have sad feeling..just for tonight only...
dear u,
i really miss u.. i hope u also have that feeling.. if not, its enough for me to know that u still think about me.. please take care of yourself. i want to see u happy. i wish i can be strong like u.. even its hard for me at least i will try my best to get over my feeling..
aduh dek..
ReplyDeleteak nanes bce post ko nie..
somehow,, ak dpt rase ape yg ko rase dek..
i'll stay by yr side no matter what happen k syg..